Place
Hors-série 2 - septembre 2019 /
Special issue 2 - September 2019
Jan Baetens
MY LIFE TO LIVE
V.
NANA MEETS A FRIEND.
NANA’S WELCOMED BY A FRIEND.
Nana meets a woman
alone, it’s a friend, it’s
Claudine, she’s alone
with two children, she
initially didn’t choose
to be alone, then she did.
I have a job. I have a coat.
I drink white wine. I work
as a prostitute. Each woman
on her own has only one man,
handsome, strong, who drinks coffee
who generally doesn’t work.
Claudine says that Nana is free. Freely
happy, freely unhappy, it’s a
choice. I’m free to give myself,
it’s a freedom that’s not given.
It’s the law, it’s changed, but
it’s the law. It’s the job
one seeks, one takes,
one gives, one is.
The camera too gets free,
it rises from the table, gets
into the car, takes its tracking shot,
starts to follow the pavement.
Nana’s gone. Then
onscreen we see nothing but her.
Someone looks backward
Because one is free, in cinema,
to turn to look where one wants,
to rest the eyes where no body is.
The look lingers in front of a movie
house where
smartly revived,
Jules et Jim is playing.
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